In 1986 I am restored on the second course of physicotechnical faculty. After information famine it was difficult for me to be involved in study and to recollect formulas. From the fourth course I hand over the majority of subjects perfectly well. I shall organize club of space philosophizing. Night vigils, coffee and cigarettes till the morning it is usual days of our search. I am fond of auto-training and oriental combat sports. Much girls pass beside. But my searches are not clear to the interesting girl. Especially much I talked by Sergey Erukovym (under text Alliga Ter - Alik). We chose any subject and untwisted it further and further, adjusting each other by inspirations and new ideas. Wife Erukova, Lena, (on Alliga Ter - Eugeny) became the second friend. We spoke on spiritual subjects much. I was devoted meditation a lot of time. But what this such? How correctly to approach to meditation? Answers in books of me did not satisfy, a zen koans were stupid, stories of masters of yoga did not give answers. How did open rationally internal potential of the person? Frequently I leave in single travel for tests of the spirit and an organism. For example, I have gone to a campaign on desert Kara Kum without a stock of water and a compass for a week. I took the academic holiday. On a photo I am in a student's hostel of the city of Pjatihatki, Walter's street 14.1989.